100 Points Higher in A Week But......

It sounds to be a big surprise! I never wondered bout it before. A week ago, I joined a TOEFL class. I did the 2nd exam 2 days ago n i got 100 points higher than the 1st one. Thanks GOD! It's really meant to me. Hope it'll be more spirit to get better job hehehe... and will give me more self-confidence of course.

I could've been happier if my todays job has been steady for the cashflow or corporate budgeting. It could make me crazy if i must think bout the shortage cashflow that we oftenly meet. GOD..please give us a tiny light, just like a candle light, but it can light up our heart, our mind, and our soul. I believe there are many ways out there that we have never thought bout. Please...give us more patience. I STILL BELIEVE IN YOU, GOD....Amiin...

The Last Monday on October 08

Rasana waktu berjalan sangat lambat. Pa karena lg ngga mood ya? Ato...malah ngga da kerjaan?? hehehe...whatever, yg jelas lagi banyak pikiran. Palagi kondisi perusahaan lg shortage cashflow gini. Klo manut idealisme, pasti belain perusahaan apapun kondisinya. Tp ngga munafik jg, I WANNA GET BETTER JOB hikks.. Q jg mrasa ngga berkembang disini, meski banyak hal di luar my educational background udah Q dapetin disini, esp. ilmu "mbujuki wong" ato bahasa kerennya "negosiasi" hahaha... Mungkin ni kali ya yg namanya saturated point. Pengeeeen bgt bisa ikut2 seminar, training, short course, etc. tp selalu aja ngga dpt approval gara2 load kerjaan yg getting higher. Kyk kemaren tu....da seminar ttg automation dari Endress+Hauser. Padahal FREE OF CHARGE lho... Nyebelin bgt dech. Klo da info2 seminar/training yg berkaitan ma procurement/chemical engineering, sharing donk....